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3 came :: tentation

[22 Dec 2003|09:45pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

It has been a long time since I have written in here. I still find it strange and hollow to write here, it feels as if the world could look and analyse me. I find that very strange.

The Moi dix Mois DVD had its release on Monday, and we are all very pleased with how it turned out. The new songs are good, and we have all had positive feedback on it. Juka espically seems pleased, and Kazuno is very happy with his solo during Spiral.

The new Moi-meme-Moitie pieces are selling well, and attracting alot of attention, which has pleased me.

My recent contact with Klaha is still on my mind, although I do not yet know how I feel about it.

I shall write some more in here soon, it will allow me to keep a check on my progress, and the progress of my projects.


5 came :: tentation

[29 Jun 2003|12:33am]
[ mood | discontent ]

After so long awaiting this meeting of ours, it is cancelled. Klaha rang to inform me of this decision, not giving many details, simply informing me that he would be unavailable, and had to leave immediately.

If he had rung ten minutes later, I would have already been on my way to his house. As it was, it was some hours of preparation and dressing quite wasted. This was some days ago, I will admit; I have not bothered to access the journals since. I admit that I did spend the rest of the day after this news taking advantage of being dressed up such, and reminiscing shows and promotions done in various outfits..

I have come to the conclusion that I need some more outfits. A definate option for when we actually end up meeting.

But I have also been entertaining myself by viewing various PVs and interviews that we have done over the years. A recent one with Moi Dix Mois caught my attention - While amusing, Juka and Kazuno have yet to really get the hang of the dark atmosphere the band needs. I will admit that Yu~ki could often be just as bad in our interviews with Malice Mizer, and even Kozi at times, but... it still seems proper when they did it. It seems that I do not do anything in here besides complain and think about the old times, but I suppose that is what it is for.

Anyway, we should definately be meeting up again soon. Perhaps Klaha should review his schedule a little more before giving a date this time.


2 came :: tentation

Time... [31 May 2003|09:03pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Time does seem to be going by strangely recently. I seem to remember times when I counted the days and weeks by meetings, brainstorms, rehearsals, interviews, but my contact with Juka and Kazuno is neither as frequent or memorable as that of Malice Mizer. The days seem to blur together, going by far faster than they have the right to do while dragging by so slowly.

It has been some time since I last posted here, of that much I am sure. Still we have not come together, but I believe it must be soon... Though the upcoming weekend I cannot meet with them - Business with Moi Dix Mois, I shall be away for days, though it is nothing of interest - perhaps the following one, or even during the week itself. If Klaha's abode is inhabitable by then.

Kozi and Yu~ki met up of their own accord last night, and I am pleased for them - it is pleasant to have the small meetings as well as the large, and it sounds as though their meeting has ended somewhat more happily than mine with Yu~ki-sama, if indeed it has ended.

Both of them have mentioned a traumatized sushi man, which worries me considerably, considering the duo's penchant for the extremes... what they call "scared" might be physically dangerous to others... but I am certain it will be a most amusing tale at our gathering.

But until then, more waiting, more nothing. Perhaps I should explore this site more extensively. There must be other journals of interest besides our own...


5 came :: tentation

[19 May 2003|04:42pm]
[ mood | content ]

It would appear Yu~ki-sama has recovered... or at least does not want to speak further on the matter... but I am not to speak of it, so other matters must be addressed. He knows that we are here if he wishes to speak.

The weekend we had planned to meet in seems to have flown past without us. I did not see the days pass, and somehow did not speak to the others as I had planned. It is easy to lose yourself in the music. If I had been more attentive I would probably have some more songs for Moi Dix Mois, but sometimes it is enjoyable simply to listen and play as it comes, not distracted by scribing.

But this lack of communication is not good, and what was suggested must be brought about. Perhaps for once I must spark the conversation...


6 came :: tentation

[14 May 2003|03:43pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

...It has been many hours since I last came to the computer.

An... interesting night with Yu~ki was had last night. It did not turn out as I expected, in more ways than one. He has more layers than I think even he knows about - a man who has held great pain over the unfortunate death of a friend, covering it up with a child's persona, covering that up - most of the time - with a dignified, regal air.

I think the breaking of Malice Mizer has been harder on him than he lets on. He commented in this place after I left him... but I could not bring myself to come here until now. The others have already noticed, and tried to contact him... I will allow them to talk to him, and speak with him again on the morrow.

As I listen to his song, I wonder how much of him is truly hidden, from us and himself.


14 came :: tentation

Yes... [13 May 2003|04:59pm]
[ mood | content ]

Once again I come to see these thoughts that we have scribed.

Yuki directed me to his own journal, and that of Kozi; I must say the latter's choice of title fails to surprise me. Klaha, also, has joined us in our small enterprise, and already has a loyal fan speaking to him... although whether the fan has more respect for Klaha or Atra, I'm not sure. The entry suggests that the same applies to Klaha himself also.

All of Malice Mizer is here, it seems. Perhaps I should try to convince Juka and Kazuno to join also.

Now I depart to examine this site further. It is very extensive indeed, and I'm sure there are many other things of interest to find...



Hmmm... [11 May 2003|10:15pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

Yu~ki-sama has told me of this site for recording one's thoughts in. It interests me.

So, we shall see how it functions.

The look is satisfactory, for now. Text here, and myself beside. The thoughts behind the face, or next to. Yes, this will do nicely.

Now I must try to find Yu~ki... I'm told Kozi is here also. This may indeed prove to be an amusing distraction.

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